On a more serious note

So I've had this problem for years - it's a chronic, painful skin condition. But it's in the most unusual place.....yes, my coo-cha ha ha. I've had this for close to 15 years and been to so many doctors - it's been ridiculous. I've suffered so much and almost thought of suicide, the pain has been so bad. Today I happened to google Paget's disease of the breast/nipple because my aunt has this disease along with breast cancer. Well what do you know? There's also a Paget's disease of the vulva.....ok, that word may sound nasty to some - but dammit that's the nice way of saying CLITORIS Delores.....and a lot nicer word than cunt. So I think this may be what I have....I have to find a doctor to do another biopsy - I had one about a year ago and was diagnosed with something else. After the biopsy, if it turns out to be Paget's I will need surgery. The good thing is apparently if I do have this condition it doesn't mean I have the C word - cancer. I'm going to print the information out and take it to the doctor and see what I can get done. I've been through emotional, mental and verbal abuse and I think this pain is worse than all 3 put together. I hope this is the real solution. Would welcome any comments or suggestions

WATER........PLEASE.....

Do you just hate it when people buy plants and don't water them? Isn't that a little like getting a dog and not feeding it???

Rocker Chick from hell - trivia 9-26-09

Trivia Queen, thou name art Weezie

Ok, so my sis and a couple other chicks went to Name that Tune trivia Saturday night. It was 70's and 80's theme night - right up my damn alley!! Ross the trivia dude - who I have a secret love crush on - even though he don't swing my way - did lots of cool 80's rounds.......and guess who got first place! Us!! Our team name was the Go Go's - ok, kind of cheesy, but we still kicked some major ASS!!!! Do you know which 80's Best Picture Oscar winner also had it's theme song reach number one??? No cheating....I knew the answer dammit!!! hahahahhahahaaa trivia suckas!!! I rule!!!!! So I've decided I'm moving out in a couple weeks - got an appt with a lawyer Oct. 7 I think to draw up separation papers. I think that's the best thing for now - even though the boys don't give a crap, I am still their mother and I won't have them thinking I abandoned them if I leave, so gotta have something in writing.

Get the Camera Vern!!!

I'm a freakin' star - I have 2 followers now.....

Free at last?

Not yet but one day I will be. Rest assured. No one deserves this. I'm not perfect, and I'm glad I have my kids, but the kids are awful to me too most of the time, so why even bother? He's already ruined most of my life and he is already ruining theirs by making them just like him. I need to share my story.

sorry

So mad I couldn't even post. I hate this motherfucker I have been married to for almost 16 years with every fiber of my being. It's wrong to wish for someone to die, but I do almost every day. I should be ashamed, because if he died my boys would be really hurt by that, but I can't help it. I cry every day because I'm so miserable. I can't leave because I can't afford to live on my own. I won't leave these boys right now and be accused of abandonment. It's my own fault for owing so much money. Please God help me make it through this. I can only pray and hope I can stay here for a while longer until the boys get a little older. If you are reading my blog, please pray for me and pray that I no longer have to live a meaningless existence.

Payton or Peyon? who the hell cares

My GOD I love Peyton Manning.......

Blog Me Baby

OMG - I'm blogging.....thank you Kari - aka Tenacious Peaches - for your inspiration. You are my sister from another mister and I freakin' LOVE YOU!!!! I could never even wish to compare to your blog....it's hilarious and just damn out great!!! But blogging seemed like a good way to vent my pent up feelings of hatred, resentment and rage - kind of like a diary but online - a public diary for everyone to read...so here goes.

Hello everyone - I am Sonja - and my online name is Weezie. Thanks to Monica, a lifelong friend, who for some reason gave me the nickname of Louise Jefferson years ago.

Don't you just love the Jeffersons? Especially that catchy ass theme song.....

Well we're moving on up (movin' on up)
To the east side (movin' on up)
To a deluxe apartment in the sky
Movin' on up to the east side
We finally got a piece of the pie!!!!!

Oh Good Lawd - Georgie and Weezie cracked me up!! And Florence - the maid - classic.....

And while we're on the subject of classic tv shows.....who can forget

"What u talkin' 'bout Willis?"

I'm a classic 70's and 80's child - music, movies, tv......42 years old and just waiting.....on a friend (Rolling Stones...1981)